I know, I know I said a long time but this time it must be so .. I find myself at a crossroads and there are only two ways to go .. or depression, so my total annihilation or the resumption of my life with an attempt to regain what I was or that I have abandoned in recent times .. I swear, I'm trying for you to achieve the second thing, but not easy .. I had too many shocks in my life recent times, and unfortunately I'm affected and affected not only psychologically, but physically I was sick last night .. and this morning I did visit a doctor who was at work and told me that the pressure is wrong and I try to stay peaceful .. but too many thoughts inside me .. tomorrow will be an important day for me, for now I can not tell you why, but they are tense and anxious .. I hope it can eventually accommodate a certain situation, even though probably not what I want I, but in one way or another in need of a solution .. I hope to "survive" .. my goal is .. and then want to go back to regain possession of my blog where I will be free to write whatever I think .. was born for this, as a place for discussion and education, and always with respect for all .. if I'll make it, you must have patience with me and make me feel your support .. and I will explain the reason of my long silence ..
